I think I may be doing this wrong…

It was nearly a year ago when I set out to get more from life by starting my life list and since then I haven’t conquered much.  Most of my goals are fairly difficult or long term, and since I’m a relatively lazy person and have been finding it easiest to check off the small things.  Basically I gained 20lbs in the first few months, since then I lost 10 of them.  Still, my pants haven’t been agreeing with me and my favorite part of the day is pajama bottoms time.  As a part of my quest to get more out of my youth I’ve begun to never say no.  Mostly to trying new things… like food.  I’m really picky and usually stick to a small menu, however, in the last year I’ve tried several things and have also begun chiseling away at two particular list items, trying more fruits and cheeses… mostly the cheeses.  I blame the cheese.  I don’t usually go more than a day or two without it.  I started packing a cheese stick or wheel with my lunches, and if I don’t will normally snack on one sooner or later throughout the day.  I’m an animal.  I think I might have to work on another list item, joining a gym.  Once I noticed the weight I began training for a 5k, another listed dream, but when Terrence and I left for our food driven road trip down south I returned unmotivated and plump.  I can’t seem to get back in the swing of it.  I’m not fat, though I feel it… I’m still squeezing into a 2 dress size but my once tone frame has melted into a very unattractive curd-like thing.  My 27th birthday is approaching and I’m setting the goal, in public, to the 3 people I know for a fact read this nonsense I post.  I will tone up by my birthday, scouts honor.


P.S. I know I never posted about our road trip… Did I mention how lazy I am? Soon. Maybe.

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